Hello,

It sounds like your heart and gut are trying to tell you you arent happy as things are. Finacially it could make sense but peace of mind is so important so youve done the right thing sensing something is “off” in your life.

Could you perhaps find another practice where you can rent office space and also meet new colleagues etc but then also get the cut you would like?

Or you could go back to your old colleagues aand place of work and see if you can have another chat about the % cut?

Or perhaps reach out to your old colleagues socially? As then that could help your lonliness at working alone all the time but also still keep you as practice owner.

Also, it hasnt been THAT long that youve started out on your own which is a fantastic and brave step so perhaps this is more self doubt and wanting to go back to what was comfortable but not 100% satisfying perhaps? The grass always looks greener in hindsight!

I feel maybe this is a decision where meditation or doing exercise and clearing your mind and seeing what comes up in you nay help you hear yourself clearly about what exactly you miss about your old practice. Perhaps if its the cosiness and vibe you could do things to improve where you currently work, maybe seeing your old place as a model for that? Or you could join a lunchtime class or similar once a week or nore so that will make it seem less lonely (as i work from home so know how lonely it can be not connecting deeply with people day-day at work) .

Hope you find the answer and clarity you are searching for.

Best wishes,

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