Aubrey,
Your story is upsetting to hear…bit there is hope. Try and get involved, in anything! I find being around others and sharing laughs really can up your mood, not to memtion help you make friends. Apply for every job under the sun, I’ve done this and now have a great job I never thought I would get. Continue to reach out for support and sign up for obamacare for health insurance if you can. I hope she of this helps. We all struggle, I’m currently struggling with anxiety and poor decision making. Things will turn around, don’t give up, stay strong.
WittydWittyd