I started dating this guy when I was in grade 9 in 2005, I was 16 years of age, I dated other guys before him. I can say that time I knew less about love, but what I know is I always wanted to be with him, it just felt right to be with him. He was not always emotionally available for me, he grew to love me though though the years. He was not stable but I understood the teenage years. We dated until 2012. We grew very close, we shared many memories, we graduated fro high school together, we shared experiences of varsity. We then broke up, and dated other people. We both stayed in contact with each other and we both had one kids with people we dated on the same year. We kept communicating and shared the birth experiences of our children. We shared problems we had with the partners we dated, those that we have kids with. Then we stopped communicating, trying to move on because it was causing problems with the father of my son, same was happening to him. Eventually I broke up with the father of my child. I tried to communicate with him, but he was shutting me out because he was busy trying to sort out his relationship with the mother of his child. I moved on and dated other people. I keep having dreams about him recently, and think a lot about him. And yesterday we bumped into each other after along time, we sat in the car an talked. We were very open to each other about how our lives are. He kept suggesting that we should get back together and raise our my son and his son together, because we will always love each other. I kept playing hard to get, that I am not sure if I want him back, and I think he still want to play around, but deep down in me I wanted to get back with him more than everything. He took my number and I didnt take his, and he must be the one making the call, and since we spoke he has not called or text me. I wish he calls and I should let him know that I want to try out, but I am thinking maybe it is a sign that he is not serious about us getting together, or maybe he is not thinking about it, or maybe he took what I said serious and does not want to bother me. I dont know what to think, I am always holding the phone in case he calls me, of text me, he is taking my headspace like before and I dont like it, I feel like he paralysis me, I think too much about him as soon as he is in my life. Should I move on from this or should I wait for his call and tell him I still wanna be with him I am not sure