Dear J:

Maybe what happened is the following: the two of you felt “what love and feelings and emotions and life meant together.. truly amazing.. a profound bond… so rare and strong”, an emotional experience made possible by a variety of factors, one of which is the psychedelics you took together (still do?)

After the emotions calmed down some, you were okay with waiting for the next get together with him, looking forward to it, content with the memory of the last time. He on the other hand, when the similar emotions on his end calmed down, he felt distress or depressed.

He wasn’t content with the memories of the last time and wasn’t okay with waiting for the next get together. He needed another emotional high to distract him from his distress or depression, so he messaged other women. Messaging other women gave him a distraction from his distress or the next stimulation/ high so to interrupt his depression.

What do you think?

anita