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October 18, 2016 at 7:28 am #118419
Ninja
ParticipantDon’t give up!
I am the father of two girls myself and have faced a similar struggle.
I will write back shortly (yet today) when I have the right amount of time for the right words.
Chin up. Talk soon.
Ninja
October 18, 2016 at 8:11 am #118420Peter
ParticipantChange happens slowly then all at once. Meaning that we arenât usually conscious of all the small little causes behind the effect that we notice.
Come across the following âPast, present, future, all co-existing, in different dimensions, with different rates of vibration. No that that has anything to do with your situation.
Anyway I think or feel that our experience of love occurs on different planes of dimensions, each with a different âvibrationââŠ.
When I hear someone in a relationship uses the words âI donât love you anymoreâ Iâm never sure what they mean. I suspect if you ask your wife what she means she might not be able to tell you.
My observation has been that even for two people who really love each other, and all the âvibratingâ planes, mentally, spiritually, physically (lifeâs demands, taking out the garbage, shelter, securityâŠ) LOVE sometimes require that the relationship end. The Calling to Become requiring separation in order to be realized.
We canât usually articulate that calling and so use the words âI donât loveâ
Likewise when love in the relationship becomes one dimensional, perhaps physical life demands of taking out the garbage, providing a home, security, paying the bills we lose ourselves. In such a case the statement âI donât love you anymoreâ is really the statement âI donât see myself anymoreâ.
That probably not helpful⊠what am I sayingâŠ
I think before you separate both of you need to take ownership of what it means when you use the word love, your relationship to the word love.Sadly sometimes painful separation is required in order for us to Become and become more conscious of our relationship to relationship and love.
Sorry.
October 18, 2016 at 8:27 am #118421Ninja
ParticipantJHumber â
Let me try to help â as Iâve been in a very similar situation.
When things seem so confusing and out of control it can feel like youâre driving at night without any headlights. Frustrating â and frightening. Take a second to hit the pause button and âunpackâ the issues â because there are many that youâre dealing with all at the same time.
Your girls
While my wife and I have been blessed with two healthy daughters, I have heard (both in reading and personal friendâs accounts) that having children with special needs (of any level) places a huge amount of stress and strain on any marriage. Most marriages end â and the children who already are challenged have an even tougher time. So, no matter what, I would suggest that you stay together for the sake of your girls. Remember, children thrive on consistency. They need you both â at the same time. Also, see an âadded pointâ a couple paragraphs down.Depression
As Iâve said in other threads, depression is real â and it can hurt and cripple. At least you both are acknowledging that youâre suffering from it. My wife suffered from it years before we met. This led her to a life of promiscuity, feeling of worthlessness and extreme sadness. Seeing a skilled therapist helped her navigate through it. And she has been on medication for it for years and it seems to have helped. A lot. I believe that we all suffer from depression to a degree. But some much more than others. Look into having it treated.Love her â unconditionally
You and I seem to be very much alike â nice, hard-working guys who love their wives and want it to last. But Iâm noticing youâre expecting something in return for your kind everyday tasks, trips, date nights, etc. Itâs natural, especially for men, to expect something in return. âDoing chores, making meals, packing lunches ⊠but still no love.â Thatâs rough! I too have been there. My wife has referred to herself as the âIce Queen.â And when your kindness isnât returned, it simply causes even more frustration, sadness and depression. The answer isnât easy nor simple to follow, but itâs the best one I know: unconditional love. If you love your wifeâtruly love herâthen love her even more than you love yourself. This is love â without conditions! And itâs rare. But when you place her best interests before your own, you are âaddingâ to what youâre giving. Meaning, no strings attached. And, hopefully over time, she will pick up on this. But it is tough. At times you will feel lonely, depressed and like youâre not getting a return on your investment. Short changed. Not what you signed on for. And all this is very âanti-modern man.â Sheâs trying to âgive you an outâ by suggesting separation. She wants to see if youâll bail on her (part of her depression). Very kindly refuse it. Tell her that youâre in her corner and youâre never giving up on her â whether she feels love for you or not. Tell her that you have enough strength and love for you both. Tell her that you love her without expecting anything in return. Tell her that you love her unconditionally.
My wife picked up on this sooner than I had expected. And things are much better. So, it does work!
Added point: your girls need you to not only be present in their lives (24/7), but they also need to see you as an example of a man who loves his wife unconditionally. This way, they will know what type of man to look for later in life. And they are watching you (and absorbing) more than you could ever possibly realize. So, as an added “incentive,” do all this for your girls.Be strong. Write back. Iâm here for you.
Ninja
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October 18, 2016 at 11:33 am #118431Anonymous
GuestDear jhumber:
This is what came up for me as I read your post: you and your wife are Waiting for her feelings to come back, feelings of passion and romantic interest in you.
I think this is the wrong thing to wait for as it keeps the two of you prisoners. And what if these feelings do come back? Are you not going to be anxious about these feelings disappearing again? After all, these feelings have proven to not be dependable-to-stay.
Feelings change, for everyone, and for me as well. You asked: ” has anyone gone through this..” I believe everyone in a relationship goes through a change in feelings, as feelings, like the weather, change. It is the nature of feelings to not remain the same. And so, to expect feelings to stay the same is no realistic.
If it is the lack of romance and passion that is the problem for your wife (and not ongoing anger and repulsion), then why not accept it and value you for your efforts, feel empathy for you for how hard you try. I think it is endearing, simply seeing how hard you try.
Empathy can go a long way, empathy and respect.
anita
October 18, 2016 at 12:08 pm #118436Amanda
Participantjhumber,
It could be possible that what makes you feel love and loving (getting the girls’ lunches ready, planning a romantic date) or “acts of service” isn’t the same thing that makes your wife feel loved.
Have you considered reading “The Five Love Languages” by Dr. Gary Chapman? While I believe he is a man of God, the topic of religion isn’t pervasive in the book. It gives practical advice for those seeking to reignite love (or fill their spouses “love tank”) in their marriages, along with stories from couples over his several years of counsceling.
While I believe that sometimes separation may be for the best of both involved, as anita seems to insinuate above, it is clear that you aren’t ready to give up on your marriage. But waiting for feelings to come back won’t be successful if that’s all you’re doing. Work is what’s required now. If you’re wife is willing to go to therapy, she may still want to work on it as well. I applaud that. Keep us informed, whatever you choose.
Best wishes.
AmandaOctober 19, 2016 at 12:10 pm #118503Ninja
ParticipantJHumber â
Be careful â youâre getting some slightly conflicting counsel here.
Some may feel that your personal happiness is the most important thing. I would suggest that you keep working at this for your sake, as well as your wife’s and daughters’. Marriage takes work. Anything that is worth anything takes work. It is my personal belief that we live in a world where, if weâre not happy, it is easy to cut bait and move on. And, sometime separation and divorce are necessary â but only when all else fails (cases of abuse, etc.). I truly believe you and your wife are far from that juncture. Far.
And, you have two daughters. Not only did you sign on to love and cherish your wife for better and for worse, but you owe it to your girls.
Stay strong. Show your wife how much you love her by fighting for your marriage.
Ninja
October 19, 2016 at 12:38 pm #118504James
ParticipantThank you all for your comments. This is the first time I have ever opened up on the Internet before. I am going to go home tonight and try and love my wife unconditionally with no expectation in return. I think this will be easier said than done but it is the only way this has a chance. Peter, thank you for your comments on change happens slowly, then all at once. I think I have been expecting change too soon and then get upset which causes my depression and scares both my wife and I.(creating a vicious cycle of despair). I am going to change my approach and expect nothing for a long time and just create positive moments with my wife. Hopefully small changes will happen over time which will lead to a big change a year or two from now. Ninja, you are right, might girls are worth it for me to continue to try. I’m wondering if anyone has come out the other side from this and can tell me about the journey?
October 19, 2016 at 2:58 pm #118511James
ParticipantThanks this has really helped. You mention that it worked for you. Can you give me a sense of how long it took for you to work things out with your wife? It’s been over a year for me and it seems like an eternity.
October 19, 2016 at 4:20 pm #118515Ninja
ParticipantIt does work. I am here (on Tiny Buddha) because I too have experienced probably the worst year of my marriage. But I learned just what I shared with you; that in order to rescue my marriage I had to put my wife before myself.
But you know this. You asked about timing. : )
Let’s see. About early August, I started this effort with a book called ‘The Love Dare.’ It’s a wonderful 40-day exercise that’s Christian-based. And it helped me greatly. You can pick up a copy at any Half-Priced Book store. Certain exercises in the book let your wife know what you’re up to (e.g., you leave her a love note one day, etc.). So, my point is, my wife became aware that I was making an effort. And our marriage was in crisis, big time. I had reason enough to attack her for things she never told me about her past. Real sordid things. But the book taught me about unconditional love. It changed my life. And our marriage. My selfish side (the easy reaction) wanted me to attack her, find out more and more, and make her “own up” for not telling me things earlier. And I did that for awhile (pre-book). But, as you can guess, that only made her defensive and pushed her farther away. The book taught me how to shower her with love — even when she had none to give me in return. And, I felt she didn’t deserve it! It taught me selfless love. Consistency is the key here. If you do one thing and she feels that “string are attached” then you go back to square one. And I did slip. I’m human. But slowly, little by little, over these past few weeks/months she has come to know that I am simply loving her. With no strings.
So, to answer your question, in about a month or two, and it’s getting better with each passing day.
But I don’t believe you’ve actually started yet. Your wife has to know your true intent: to fight for you both and keep your marriage alive and intact. Right now, she sees you as doing nice things. She may be suspicious that you want something in return or will be mopey and depressed if she doesn’t reciprocate with love and affection. Tell her, “I’m here. I’m not going anywhere. Your life is more important to me than my own. I love you just for who you are. And I expect nothing in return. And even if you don’t feel the same way right now, I’ll always be here for you … and our girls. Always!”
This is laying the foundation. Then, consistency is the key. And, as another guy who’s been there, it will seem like an eternity. But the moment you make peace in your heart that she may never come around, she might. Mine did! But again, you have to accept the fact that she may never come around. Be at total peace knowing your doing the right thing — for her and your girls.
Again, be strong. Take this one day at a time. I’m here for you. And am happy to help you navigate through this.
Your strength will come through knowing that you are being the man of the house and doing the right thing.
Peace to you.
October 20, 2016 at 3:49 pm #118574manbuddha
ParticipantUnconditional love.
Good to know that it is alive and working. Ninja, I am just too happy to hear that your relationship is getting better.
James,
I am confident that the same will happen for you if you continue as Ninja suggested. I’ll second the 5 Love Languages recommendation that Amanda gave too. People interpret acts of love differently.
Also, doing it for the children is okay. But also, do it because you are a man that gave his word. You made a vow to love someone no matter what. Your word is something to stand on.I am proud of you already for two things:
1. Accountability – you admitted your mistakes that may have brought you to the current situation.
2. We are not telling you anything that you didn’t feel already. You already wanted to stay and to continue loving your wife.Well, I just wanted to log on and encourage you.
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October 21, 2016 at 6:06 am #118603Ninja
ParticipantAlways great to hear from you, ManBuddha! Thank you for your support and wisdom.
James, I believe youâre now in very good company. ManBuddha is very insightful.
Your road ahead might be filled with mixed feelings of frustration, loneliness, depression and possible anger. But it won’t last forever. Don’t succumb. You will slowly grow in strength and become a shining example of a loyal and loving husband. The key to unconditional love is to remain selfless, and not fall to feelings of selfishness.
We are here for you. Please write back as often as you need to. Iâll get the alerts in my email and will respond.
November 15, 2016 at 6:44 am #120438James
ParticipantHello again, just an update on my situation. Things were going ok for a while. I have started seeing a counsellor (one session so far) and it helped. I do realize that I need to change myself first before my wife will love me. I started keeping a journal and focusing on things day by day. Things were going ok for about 10 days and then I had a relapse on Sunday where I started to feel really sad again. No major event triggered it it was just little things and I feel like I’m not getting anything in return from my wife. I know I have to be selfless but this is really hard and I’m questioning whether I have the stamina to continue for as long as it takes. My life is really stressful right now. I’m currently on a business trip and get home tonight and then my wife leaves for her MBA on Thursday returning on Sunday. I’ve reads a couple of books by Andrew Marshall which have helped: “I love you but am not in love with you” and My Wife doesn’t love me anymore”. I’ve also spent time on the website “Withmyexagain”. Both say I should still have hope and it is possible but I’m afraid my sadness will keep coming back and ruining things.
November 15, 2016 at 9:02 am #120447Anonymous
GuestDear James:
You wrote that you know that you have to be selfless. I disagree with the strategy to be selfless as a way to get your wife to love you back. I think trying to be selfless will take you farther away from being loved, by anyone.
If you’d like to explore the ways to be self-more, let me know.
anita
November 15, 2016 at 9:49 am #120448Jessy Mae
ParticipantHello James,
I’ve been the wife waiting for my husband to show his love for me, and then doubting it was real when he did. And then wondering if I still loved him, while knowing deep down that I did. Give her time. It’s not easy. This world likes to make it seem like everything happens fast and easy, and it’s just not so. Relationships are always complex and it doesn’t matter if you’ve been married for years or are just trying to get to know someone for the first time. I love the advice from Ninja. Follow that. My personal feeling is that your wife does love you but her feelings are on ‘Numb’ right now. Love is multi-facited. I don’t know how else to put it, but I’ve been there. I’ve been in that place. My husband gave up and divorced me when I left him, and that isn’t why I left. I wanted him to keep fighting for me and our marriage. He didn’t. I’m still single, and he’s remarried with a new baby. Just because she’s talking separation doesn’t mean she really wants that. Keep doing the little things everyday. They add up. Yes, you have to love yourself, but don’t wait for that magical moment when you realize you do. Depression is a part of life. Don’t let it run yours.Speaking of depression,something that may help, and really helped me when I was going through some serious depression, is listening to motivational books on Audible. Not about relationships, I recommend ‘The Power of Ambition’, by Jim Rohn, or anything by Joe Vitale, Tony Robbins, Zig Zigler or Earl Nightingale. My personal guru is Grant Cardone, but he’s mostly sales stuff – but listening to him changed my life. His attitude is catching. Check out ‘Be Obsessed or Be Average’. And listen to him, don’t just read the books. It’s more powerful hearing these gurus speak. My favorite place is while driving or flying. Hearing the passion these guys pour out really helps. I went from having a hard time with life, to being a top performer in my job and feeling good about myself and life.
Your wife will see the change in your attitude. It may peak her interest as to what caused it. You’re not at the point of no return yet, and if you keep working at making things work, I doubt you ever will be. You’re a train going through a dark tunnel right now, but there is a light coming. Just keep chugging down the track!
I’m pulling for you, we’re all in this together.
JessiNovember 15, 2016 at 3:21 pm #120454Ninja
ParticipantJames â
Iâm glad you wrote â been thinking about you.
Iâm sorry that youâre hitting this tough, lonely time when you want something in return.
I can empathize â because Iâm there, too. And I know how hard it is to muster the emotions to feel good about yourself when the one person who promised to be your soul mate isnât encouraging â in fact, her not encouraging is discouraging. I know. I know. I know. And itâs hell. And while my wife and I have made positive steps, we have some ways to go ourselves. But it is far from over.
Hereâs something that I recently discovered that has significantly moved our needle in the right direction. My wife and I have been married more than 23 years. It occurred to me how much different (and younger) we were then â and so was our marriage. So, marriages change, shift, weaken and strengthen over time. Like Jessi wonderfully said, âyouâre going through a dark tunnel right now.â
When you and your wife first fell in love you were different people, too. But with years, children, stress, jobs, childrenâs medical issues (a big one for you guys), etc., those old incredible, sugar-coated feelings for one another waned. You are no longer discovering new things about one another. And youâre depressed. And depression is nothing to take for granted.
What helped with us is that instead of worrying about if my wife liked me, I focused on liking myself. I put energy into becoming a 2.0 version of my former self. I took up running. I started painting again. I didnât ignore my wife and children. In fact, when my wife was busy or not interested in doing anything with me, I took my girls on âDaddy Datesâ â to the movies, hiking, Saturday breakfast at some unique diner, etc. This is key: I found my happiness outside of my wife. But it didnât mean I had to end my marriage. On the contrary, I realized that the more I kept pursuing her, the more she withdrew. So, I changed my actions toward her to âacts of serviceâ â which is her Love Language. Oh, itâs hard. I desire her a ton. But if I channel my energy and attention elsewhere, the contentment fills the void. And, itâs quality time with my daughters â time well invested for any dad.
Of course, the âPursuerâDistancer Danceâ is nothing new â couples fall into it without much though. Hereâs a great article on it, and additional tips on how to break it. (Ignore the fact that the examples they use have the genders flopped.)
http://movingpastdivorce.com/2014/10/how-to-break-out-of-the-pursuer-distancer-dance/
Build back your confidence. And believe me, thereâs nothing women find more attractive than a guy whoâs genuinely confident. Sheâll notice â eventually.
Again, Iâm going through this sh#t, too. Write back. Iâm here.
Wishing you peace tonight.
Ninja
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