Listen Tannhauser you can always freely choose to stop it as I did 10 years ago when I was scared to death caused by a brain drilling feelings and something like falling in vortex of nothingness and ‘invisible something’ was attacking me for some time.

I was a kid back then and I’ve loved sleeping but after that I just couldn’t do it to the point where I had to be completely exhausted unable to even notice where and how I was falling asleep. It was too scary for me to even talk about it to anyone. I thought It might be lost ghost hunting young girls or even some kind of schizophrenia or teen crisis.

Seeing faces up in the clouds and letters on my body , enough to think I was going nuts and I think I’ve said something like ‘I don’t want it’ and I dived into the mundane life not long after I’ve left my country and now here I am ready and steady for anything what’s up there waiting to be revealed simply because I look through the window and I don’t see myself living this life like them or like me just before it all started. Seriously now I just can’t wait to see how much more is up there.

It’s been pleasure talking to you, I wish you all the best and lot of peace of mind and forever love.

Eight

Dear Tannhauser:

Having apologized to you on 2/12, above, will it be okay with you if I respond to you respectfully?

anita

Dear Tannhauser:

It reads to me that it was a good choice on your part to quit church- it is congruent with your well expressed sentiments on the matter.

A decision was made to subtract the mobility part of your benefits- you were probably notified if there is a way to appeal that decision. I hope there is and if there is, that you will follow through with it.

* Regarding your mobility- I assume there are exercises recommended for your specific physical situation, recommended by a competent medical doctor/ professional, that you can do daily. Exercise/ stretching, designed for your body, your specific challenges, can be very helpful to improve your health and mobility.

Regarding your father’s reaction to your sharing of the tactile hallucination and other strange experiences in your body- is unbelievably rude and unloving. I wish he did not respond that way. But he did, and I understand your reluctance to share again, so to avoid his rude reaction and your mother’s consequent reaction.

Regarding tactile hallucinations- one in particular come to my mind, in my own experience. When I was a teenager I was convinced that I was awake at night, on one occasion that I remember, and that for a long time during that night, a cat walked over my body. I clearly remember, as I type these very words, I remember the feet of that cat walking all over me, slowly, quietly, taking her time. And I remember lying there, not moving, waiting. For years, I think, I wondered about that, knowing there was never a cat in the apartment where I lived. But it felt so real, it must have been real, somehow.

It amazes me, at this point, to think of that experience as a “tactile hallucination”- I didn’t think of it as such, until I read your term today.

Post more, anytime, if it is helpful to you in any way.

anita

Tannhauser one simple explanation I have got for you take it or not it’s your choice.

As I’ve mentioned before you’re connected to someone energetically that’s why you have all this sexual or other weird feelings. But it’s only on energetic level , you may have also a telepathic connection as well.

Same like Anita mentioned about cat crawling feeling I currently live in a house with two cats and they’re crawling on my tummy while I am in bed. Lately I can feel some animal near my legs may be cat or dog , I’m not sure.

But I know for sure that the telepathic connection is real as I’ve heard an old friend voice saying my name in my head and his hand on my shoulder and he wasn’t anywhere near me on that day.

Do you think there might be someone who you felt strong connection with and you’re no longer in touch?  If yes try to reach out to that person, see if something is happening to him or her too.

I don’t know how much more I could lighten this up for you.  Try also next time to ask with your own voice to show you who is this or to visit your dreams maybe.

Best regards x  light for all x