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    Bill
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    For most of my life (I’m 15 now, soon turning 16) I’ve loved art and been very talented from a young age to now. I’ve just finished my GCSE’s and high school studies and in September I will be starting College/6th form at the same school that I was previously at. My initial choices were to take Art, Photography, Psychology and English Literature. However following my last Art GCSE project (which was a lot of hard work and stress and I didn’t feel much inspiration behind the work) I’ve feel no real love for art. This has caused me much stress, anxiety and depression seeing as I used to love art and would have called it an outlet. Now I feel like I have no outlet at all really. Of course to add to this I have to make a decision soon about whether I will continue to do it for 2 years. It’s a shame also seeing as I have been praised for my talent in the subject from many people. I don’t know if over the summer I should force myself to keep doing art until the spark returns or if that will kill it even more. The amount of work I would have to do for Art A-level looks suffocating instead of what I want art to be,..relaxing. I’ve just lost all buzz that used to surround art for me, maybe it’s too easy or maybe I haven’t found the right media or inspiration to draw/paint etc. I could really do with some advice as I did used to love art but now I feel like the life from both art and myself has been drained. So much so that I view it as a stress instead of an outlet.

    #108488
    Anonymous
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    anita

    #108506
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear actioncat568:

    I have no idea how the above reply that I made on another thread appeared on your thread. If this was a result of an inattentiveness on my part, I apologize.

    anita

    #108533
    Anonymous
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    Dear actioncat568:

    And now to your post: I don’t know what “Art GCSE project” was about but it sure worked against you. It was a negative experience and you are turned off to art. You are distressed because you feel that you lost an outlet to stress and a love that you had, for expressing yourself in art.

    The thing is, whatever “Art GCSE project” means (I don’t know what it means)- whatever it is, is not the art that you loved before and still love. What it was- was a bad experience for you, that is all, not a life sentence on art and you.

    I hope you can separate the two, that “Art GCSE project” and Art. The two are not the same.

    You are young and yet to learn that when people in authority, teachers, parents.. say whatever it is they say, does not mean it is so. Your art is what kept you going all these years. Let no one take it away from you. Relax and do what you did before, the art that you did before. That was real art. The other thing… was not.

    anita

    #108560
    AnitaD
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    Hi actioncat568, I’ve actually joined this forum just so I can reply to you. I am English and know the education system you are talking about. I have worked in a secondary school art department and an Art school. I too did ‘0’level art the older version of GCSCE, i started A level Ceramics and did 4 years at Art School so maybe i can help. Firstly are you planning a career in Art? Secondly studying art A level isn’t the only route. An equivalant route is a foundation art course at a Collage,completeing and passing that will give you a portfolio to get into a University or Art school to do a degree in art. But i don’t think that is what you asking here. Your creativity isn’t dependant on studying art formally. I found A level crushing and dropped out. A foundation gave me far more room to express myself. A level is quite academic and some find it quite rigid. Sometimes formal training and following a planned course ( basically being told what to paint/design etc can crush your creativity and isn’t right for every creative person.) I think for you having time to explore you creativity freely was what did it for you but YOU must decide if that is so. It has been the same for me although i still did all the qualifications and there were times when i wasn’t happy and felt immense pressure to fulfil set criteria. Carving a career as a professional artist is similar as it does mean doing what sells day in day out or else you go broke. This is when it becomes a job and less an enjoyable release. I would never discourage anyone from pursuing their creative dream but you do need to find how it works for YOU. There are loads of wonderful art workshops you can do in your spare time without all the theory and strict criteria of exams. I think the answer lies in you. How do you feel about YOUR creativity? Is it more important for you to get a qualification in or is it about being an enjoyable release in your busy life? I would talk to your school art teacher then have a think about what is important to YOU. Is there another subject you could do instead and keep your art for your spare time? You can still be an Artist without formal qualifications. Its about doing the art work. I know several great creatives who dropped out because they didn’t want to be told what to create and the spark started to die in them, so they had to leave or stifle their creativity. They are still talented and still create. Decide what works for you, listen to your heart. Hope this helps and you go on to create many wonderful things which ever route you follow.

    #108565
    Bill
    Participant

    Dear anita, thank you for replying and considering my post although you may have found it hard to understand. i think you’ve made a really great point that it was a negative experience which is not a life sentence on my art or myself. the projects that i really enjoyed in the past were ones where i was asked to express identity and i think in the future i shall experiment more with that topic of work. thank you for your reply again, your other reply which was for another thread is completely understood as an accident. 🙂

    #108566
    Bill
    Participant

    Dear anitad,
    it’s been very useful having someone who understands the english education system reply to me so i thank you very much. yes, i feel that gcse has been quite rigid and altogether negative. it is much more important for me to have art as an enjoyable release. an art foundation sounds very interesting, my sister also took foundation and found it very liberating. my art teacher actually wanted to make it very clear to everyone though that art a-level isn’t just painting and drawing. my school/future collage has lots of equipment and i believe the teachers are quite open to many different art forms (3d, ceramics, animation, fashion). i believe a career in art could be an option for me but it is not a dead set dream at the moment. thank you this has helped very much and i very much like your advice to listen to my heart. 🙂

    #108603
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear actioncat568:

    You are welcome and please do post again anytime.

    anita

    #112408
    Jeanne Forsythe
    Participant

    Dear Bill,
    I wanted to be an artist since I was 10 years old. My father told me I couldn’t make a living at it, so I studied Graphic Design and minored in art. It may seem my dad was a dream crusher, but the truth is, it IS hard to make a living creating art. By majoring in Graphic Design in Mass Communications, I was able to easily get a job and do my art on the side.
    So, I had a regular paycheck and enjoyed creating whatever I wanted.
    I loved that I had a formal art education. I use some of what I was taught nearly every time I paint!
    Honestly, at one point I lost my heart for Graphic Design. I went years without doing it. I turned to fine art, but couldn’t make a decent living at it.
    So, I’m doing graphic design again. Only now I love it. So I think that is life. When anything becomes hard work and is someone else’s vision, it’s hard to feel as content as creating what we want to create.
    Just find a balance. Keep art at least as a minor. And you could consider teaching (teaching art), graphic design (artistic on most days), or even business and corporate life, but having an art website.
    Good luck!

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