Hi Anonymous
It sounds like you’re putting a lot of pressure on yourself even though you’re struggling emotionally. Adding more pressure to yourself when you’re feeling rough already isn’t usually helpful. Taking care of your needs and being kind to yourself, refilling your cup could be helpful?
All of your questions take time to answer and as you know, you will need to find those answers yourself.
There is no right answer, no right way to live. Living is about figuring out what you want from life. What you care about, what you love. Everyone’s answer is different. Have faith and give yourself time to find your answers. Be kind to yourself!
When you are feeling a little better take some time to reflect on what you want from your life.
What does success and achievement mean to you?
Wishing you all the best! 🙏