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  • August 23, 2016 at 10:42 pm #113125
    Nina Sakura
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    Dear Zita,

    I used to be like that before. I still am to some extent and its normal for most people to seek some levels of external validation. The only way out of excess dependence on social cues was to find ease in my own company and skin. This happened when I finally began to understand my nature better and what i wanted from my life. I am an introvert and when i began to do what i enjoyed personally more, i was happier and comfortable with myself. I started using the phone less, going out alone more for long walks without any gadgets, keeping in touch with people i was super close to only and reading more than ever. I still get insecure and sad sometimes but we’re human, ups and downs are inevitable in life. Thats my thinking process but it isnt necessarily yours.

    You are you – thats the part you need to figure out. What do you want for yourself?

    Look at yourself in the mirror one day completely in a raw state – no people to console or advice you, no make-up, no clothes and ask yourself: “Can you accept who you are with the good, bad and ugly?”

    Regards,
    Nina

    August 24, 2016 at 8:43 am #113132
    Anonymous
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    Dear Zita:

    I found your thread fascinating and delightful, so intelligent and honest. I was curious and went back to past thread- read a lot through your thread, going backward all the way to your first thread, March 30, 2014.

    In all your writings that I have read, you wrote nothing about your childhood except on 3/30/14, and that was in parenthesis only: “… ( I have had a tough life growing up, so yes I did have my issues).”

    Nothing else. You also wrote someplace that your parents are of retirement age (while you are now about 27) and depend on your financial help; that is you are financially supporting your parents. I don’t know if you still live with them.

    And now to this thread and my understanding of some of it in the context of your past writings:

    You asked: ” How do you deal with your desire to be recognized and appreciated ? What are some ways that I can resort to healthier coping mechanism and give myself the attention rather than seeking them externally?”

    The key word for me is ATTENTION. Part of you is seeking attention because as is, what needs attended to is in parenthesis, that is hidden from your awareness, inadequately being in your awareness, that is. Until you attend to it, and for as long as you resist it, it will persist.

    If I am correct, what is it in parenthesis, that is: “… ( I have had a tough life growing up, so yes I did have my issues)”- that needs attended to and is it connected to you presently financially supporting your parents, maybe living with them?

    anita

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