Sajal,
Sometimes our faith can make us blind. For instance, have spent the time and effort it takes to properly discern Moshka from Maya? Do you assume you know the difference? It seems that if you were in alignment, the sense of isolating solitude would be absent. Said differently, perhaps the illusion of Maya arises in your mind and prevents you from connecting to the divinity all around you.
Choyagm Trungpa has a great book called “Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism” which can help erode the quality of superiority and distance you feel for others. Its from a different tradition than your own, but it may be a great help within your own. After all, you’re unintentionally judging aspects of Moshka, which is like pushing all of the food you’re being offered by the divine and then complaining you’re hungry. Namaste.
With warmth,
Matt