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March 25, 2017 at 1:18 pm #142109
Craig
ParticipantHi perfect,
I can’t answer your questions about what to do, or where to go. Only one person can. I think those have to come from inside you.
I can share what it looks like to me, having read your post. I see this guy bullying you, by threatening you with his anger, his silences, and with the threat of killing himself. That doesn’t sound like love, to me. Over on your side, I see you letting him bully you, instead of standing up for yourself or walking away.
You can control what YOU do, but you can’t control what HE will do.
I’d suggest you get to work on yourself, knowing your self, owning your self, owning your power. This may be a new way to think about it. I think you don’t want to go on as things are, or else you wouldn’t have posted this.
March 26, 2017 at 7:48 am #142143Mallika Goyal
ParticipantLeave him and run for your life.. do not let him ruin your whole life..
March 26, 2017 at 8:23 am #142169Anonymous
GuestDear perfect:
Is this man the same man you shared about in your previous threads?
If so, there is no doubt this man is abusive and that you should cut all contact with him, like I suggested in your previous threads. You gave more evidence in this thread why that would be a good decision on your part.
You wrote: “my family think I am lucky to have him”- either your family/sister don’t know him (in that case you can tell them what you shared about him in these threads on this website in the last three months) OR
They know or don’t care to know who he is because all they care about is that he is a medical doctor and has spent money on you. Maybe that is all that matters to them.
What matters to you is to experience physical/ mental health. This man has been and is hurting your health. It is your responsibility, your job to promote and protect your health. When a person is hurting your health, your job is to protect yourself from that person-
– no matter what your family thinks you should do-
so, protect yourself and … this time, do cut all contact with him.
anita
March 26, 2017 at 11:30 am #142205perfect
Participantdear anita,
no he is nt the same man i shared about in my previews threads,
as i wrote “.each time we broke up,when i commited to somone els and B came again after sometimes saying he loves me and etc”
he was someone else with whom i commited when B broke up but after somemonths B come agaiin as usual ,,,
dear anita u are right i should tell everything to my family but they already know these ,each time they were pressuring me ,i told them what he does .but they dont admit his fault because he is too nice to them,,
.regards drinking we had fight and i ignored him ( in our community DRINKING and DRUGS usage is too bad ) he sent me alcohol bottles that he ll drink bcz of me and i ignored this after 2 hours he started sending texting as he is drunk and using odd language , my another sis who is in my favor talked to all my family about his drinking ,but my eldest sis reply that her husband used to drink when he was young there is no such problem in it and B is very nice according to them but suprisingly after 6 months he told me he never drunk ever ,then i was supprised that he was blackmailing me giving me tension only ..i got angry and said him” shame on you”by my saying this he become sad ..again start blackmailing me by taking fault on himself..
my supportive sis is my best friend i share everything with her ,i shared everything to her apart from physical contact which he did with me .i am scared to share about SEX .bcz its not acceptable in my culture before marraige…
i want to add here B convinced my family to let me study in ABROAD..BUT
i just regret about one thing that at the age of 15 my word” YES ” to him is a biggest mistake of my life .that wasnt my age of being in a relationship that was my time to enjoy my teenage 🙁
he thinks i am changed bcz i no more care the way i did …AND I am done with his blackmailing ,iam mo more scared of him
i want freedom i dont want to spend my life with my childish mistake any more ..i know he is very kind hearted ,very nice with others ,very helping but may b we are not for each other…
regards
xxx
March 26, 2017 at 12:04 pm #142209Anonymous
GuestDear perfect:
My strong recommendation: end all contact with B. He is guilty of mistreating you, repeatedly, sexually, emotionally.
You wrote about (most of) your family: “each time they were pressuring me (to get together with B), I told them what he does, but they don’t admit his fault because he is too nice to them.”
Your family members who want you to date/ get married with him because he is nice TO THEM, because he is a Medical Doctor in the UK, because he may spend money on them- well, let THEM date him; let them expose themselves to his sexual and otherwise emotional abuse (suicide threats, blackmailing, etc).
Do what is right for you, protect yourself from abuse.
anita
March 29, 2017 at 1:17 pm #142815perfect
Participanthallo anita ,
i have cut all contacts with him no more in contact .but i am afraid that if i am making right decision.will i ever get someone who ll love me better then him although he is a abuser (emotionally ).
i am scared of loneliness…i was never single before after my 13 yr old,
why deep inside me ,i am afraid and scared ,if i am not having any lose by leaving him.is that normal ?
regards
March 29, 2017 at 1:20 pm #142817perfect
Participanthallo Craig,
thank you so much for ur comments.yah u are right i have to bring changes in my self.owing my power .i am working on myself ..
regards
xxx
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March 29, 2017 at 2:26 pm #142839JayJay
ParticipantOh please, please, my darling girl, do not ever contact this man again. He is a predator, a user and a bully. He has manipulated you, a girl much younger than himself, and who had no defence against such a dark person. He has taken advantage of your younger years to manipulate you into doing things you don’t want to do. By any and every means possible for him to use.
Stay single for a while. Get to know yourself through yourself. You are terribly young, and you will get over this. This man has been selfishly manipulating you and you have been brainwashed into not being true to yourself. Your family only see the best side of him, you know differently. Take no notice of what your family thinks, you know this man better than they ever will.
He is a predator and he has stalked and groomed you. There are laws against that.
Of course you will meet someone much better! Don’t even doubt it. You are not alone just because you don’t have a man. You have friends, you have family. Your family will get over it in time, and in time you will maybe be able to tell them what he was really like, and how he treated you. Until that time, be true to yourself. You will eventually find someone who will love, honour and respect you.
~With best wishes and sending you love and light.
jayJay.
March 29, 2017 at 8:11 pm #142863Anonymous
GuestDear perfect:
You wrote: “I have cut all contacts with him”- very good. Please keep no contact.
You wrote: “but I am afraid… will I ever get someone who will love me…I am scared of loneliness… why deep inside me, I am afraid and scared… is that normal?”
I am thinking that when you were a child, much younger than 13, and all through your childhood, you did not receive loving attention by your parents and you were alone a lot. It is scary for a child to be unloved and alone. Children need love no less than they need food. The fear you feel now is the same fear as then.
The solution to that fear, that loneliness, is not in reconnecting to that abusive man. The solution is not in reconnecting to any person in your life who was not there for you, parents included. The solution is to seek the company of people who are respectful and kind to you, and with those people only.
anita
April 9, 2017 at 9:06 am #144275perfect
Participanthallo anita,
yah i m scared of being alone and yah u are right .i was alone in my childhood.i was always in search of my family and peoples attention . my mom loved me alot and people and my family were somehow jealous of that love.my every naughty behaviour was considered as misbehaving .
i felt as no body loves me .and sometime i wished to die in my child at age 7 to 10 while crying alone .there were many reason of that ,
1.i was youngest one in my family with 1 brother and 8 sisters .and i was consider as extra by my family apart from my dad and mom.i saw my mom she loved me more then other siblings .
2.my dad was fiancially very weak ,but he wanted us(me and my sistrs) to get education .but my mom’s cousins and my aunties dint give any importance because of our fiancial situation .
i saw peoples behaviour with me and with my other cousins of my age .there was always big difference.i was always so schocked that money can make so much difference.
i dont remember well i was 9 or 11 when my dad was suffering from ALZEIHMER DISEASE .thats why i dont remmeber any good memories of my Dad .and he passed away when i was 17 – 18..
something my childhood taught me,i know now how much it hurts to have a unloved childhood,where with ur every naughty act no one laugh but they will only scold u or beat u .
i have nieces and nephews .some have good fianciall condition other doesnt but i always try to behave equally ,even sometime more polite with weaker one.because i dont want to give them same childhood like mine .
i just remember one thing of my dad he made me self independent .
.i see people who wish to go back into their CHildhood but i never want to go ..i love my present myself.i do study ,go for work to finance myself .dont want to have that childhood .
onething more i want to add here ,when i was 8 i was playing near my home ,i became a victim of a man.he wanted to rape me may be but he couldnt do that because he listened someone foot voice walking to that street where he was forcefullly trying to insert his fingers in my body part (Vag…a).and his second hand was on my mouth almost, also on my nose nostrills, i couldnt shout because of pain and it was also difficult for me to breath .i was weeping and escaped finally .i couldnt understnd that what was happening with me and why he did like that.i never said anyone in my family about what happend with me.
i reconize that person and my whole family also .but i never dared to speak .
at age 10 my aunty”s son he was 28 years old scolded me and said dont come outside and stay inside house .i was scared and had to sit home .then i left going outside .he himself is characterless he used to purpose every girl even my sisters for marraige .he is still single .
i wrote here a week before but i cant find my post now .and i was waiting for reply..well leave that.sorry my english isnt that much good because i left using it.
regards
xxx
April 9, 2017 at 9:16 am #144283perfect
Participantis my childhood responsible for my today self?that i dont want to stay single or anything else?
April 9, 2017 at 9:35 am #144285Anonymous
GuestDear perfect:
I understand you not wanting to go back to your childhood. I wouldn’t want to go back to my childhood! It is important to stay away in our present lives from situations like those we had when we were children. For example, to stay away from abusive people, or people who don’t respect us. If you were treated as less-than because your immediate family had less money than others (if I understood you correctly, I am not sure)- then, as an adult, stay away from people who look down at people with less money.
And again, keep that abusive relationship in the past. Seek the company of respectful, kind people.
anita
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