Hello MKnox,
this thread and your message is pretty old but since sadly nobody replied I wanted to check that you are all right and things turned out better for you?
I’m also recently out of a relationship with a narcissist. Fortunately it didn’t last long and the abuse was less severe than yours but still, I never felt that bad before…
Your story is heartbreaking and you sound like a very strong person for standing up for yourself. I hope you found your healing path..
Anna