Hey I’m 20 years old my name is rishabh verma I’m from india,I broke up with my ex approximately 20 days ago we had a relationship that was 1 and a half years long and it was good as well as bad we had really good moments but equally bad moments,I was insecure throughout the relationship and wanted to spend every moment with her it was my first relationship.She had an outgoing personality and I was the opposite although with time I changed and she also change,we had some extreme fights due to immaturity on both our parts.
Towards the end of our relationship I came to a realisation that everyone needs their freedom so I tried not to be a pressure on her and made the mistake of being cold, it can be said that I took her for granted and then she broke up with me.She told “I started remembering all our fights and that I was dragging along the relationship”.
During the 20 days after the breakup I did not implement the no contact although I did not beg but I tried to talk to her because I felt that just because the relationship is over it doesn’t mean that the connection is gone and I told her that I want to be in a relationship for the right reasons.She came to the conclusion that she did not want to be in any relationship for the time being but yet I still called her just to ask about daily routine then one day I felt that I should just be real with myself and tell her what I feel I told her “The last thing I ever wanted to do was hurt her but I love her and that what we have is worth investing in and if we give this relationship three months if it works out that’s great but if it doesn’t we walk away” she gave me answer “I don’t want to work on the relationship and what we have is not worth investing in”. She told me to move on and not by getting into other relationship but to focus on my life she also said that it was our parents who caused the relationship to last this long and when I asked her whether that was the sole reason for our relationship she replied that’s not the sole reason we both saw qualities that we would want in a marriage partner but never really understood each other and she doesn’t want to give this relationship a next chance I told her “Okay that’s your call and goodluck bye”. That was our story,I still love my ex and I would to see her happy but i would like your opinion is there any hope for me to be with her?and what I should do next?