Update: I broke up with him because I was done, I just couldn’t take the fighting and all this. He found a way to contact me soon after and told me to get to his house immediately. I thought he wanted to work it out so I went and then got there and he was like “no do not come inside” :)) so yeah this is my life. I am hurt as ever why does he have to treat me this way I just want a happy relationship I have wished for it since I met him. I know he is worth it in my heart and I know he does not enjoy this either so why does he treat me like this.