I’ve been broken up with my ex girlfriend of 6 years for almost 2 years now. We planned on getting married in the future and we had a lot of things that we wanted to do together. What happened is in the past now and I have moved on from it. I once again had a dream about my ex last night, we were running off somewhere and then I woke up. I will always miss our intimate moments of holding hands while staring into each others eyes, cuddling, hugging and holding each other. I miss kissing her and telling her that I love. I will always love her and that will never change, as real/true love never dies. She also knows that the door will always be open if she ever wants to talk and if she doesn’t, that’s ok too.

I don’t know what the future holds but if we are meant to be together again, it will be. That is up to her, not me. If it’s not meant to be, I will continue to live my life happily, as dwelling on the past never gets anybody anywhere. That’s a proven fact. There’s so much more to life than go round and round in circles living in misery over the past that is dead and gone, it cannot be changed. My ex has the opportunity to fix what she destroyed, it’s her hands now. In regards to my life, I am living happily and peacefully the best way I know. I sleep well at night knowing that I did everything on my side to save our relationship a couple years ago and during those 6 years I can honestly say that I never dated anybody, slept with anybody or even had feelings for anybody else. I was 100% committed to my relationship with my ex until the day it ended. This is going to be the very last post I am going to write on T.B. and my account will be deleted by Friday. I will no longer be visiting this site anymore either. I would like to thank a few of you from when I first signed up on this site for all your responses and positive loving support, except for one particular person on here who wayyyy over-stepped her boundaries without providing proper credentials.

Anyway, I do wish many of you who are still suffering emotionally from the past, happiness, love and light. I hope some day in the very near future, you create or find closure to the past. Remember, you are not powerless. Happiness starts within yourself and once you find it and realize it, you will see how the anger will dissipate and all you can feel is love in your heart. If anything I hope many of you make peace with your past, whether it’s discussing it with a past lover and just letting go.
There is so much more to life than constantly dwelling on the negatives, as we have a lot to be grateful for.

Farewell & Namaste. <3