Hi Elle,
It’s a shame that you feel any negativity towards this site. In my brief experience, I have only felt love and warmth. of course some things have been difficult to hear, but at the end of the day, it seems everyone is here in order to provide support. They may bring to attention some of the harder things, but I’m pretty positive it’s all with good intent.
Anyways, I dont know anything about your story, your experiences, and your life, but I do wish you a wonderfully bright future, and lots of love to come 🙂