about two years ago I lived with another girl. I was 20F she was 22F. A few months before I left the flat we didn’t get along with each other very well. She was very need and sometimes a little bit creepy. I remember that I couldn’t stand her but that does never excuse what I’ve done!! In the last two months of living together, I sometimes. went into her room, looked through her clothes, took something, wore it for the day and gave it back in the evening. Without her permission!!! I can’t understand why I’ve done such a horrible thing and I can’t stop thinking about it for a week now and feel so terrible. Since the move did not go so nicely, I simply did not return 2 items of clothing and took them with me. I found them a few months ago and contacted them. I said I might have accidentally taken her off the clothesline and whether I can meet her so I can give her back. How cowardly of me .. I can remember, however, that I still had a piece of clothing from her which I can no longer find or maybe have already given away .. So she did not get it again and I am very sorry. Besides the fact that I simply took her property from her, it burdens me a lot that I didn’t respect her privacy. It’s so weird and gross. I don’t know how to ever forgive myself for that, who would ever want to have something to do with a person who did such terrible things. My boyfriend is the dearest person ever. And he thinks I am too, because I am like that now too. But if he only knew what kind of things I used to do. I don’t think he could love me anymore. And I could understand

I’m thinking about donating some money to charity (standing for the clothes I wasn’t able to give back) but I’m not sure it will help.. Because I have done that terrible thing and nothing could ever change that. It is forever a part of me and I feel so ashamed for that..