Sometimes I wish I was not so honest to myself, Dernell. lol. I understand what you are saying. Thank you again for your kind words. haha Glenda.

Anita, earlier when you commented in this thread I thought about it in a different way but when I read the post you mentioned, I think I understood your perspective, even then I’ll re-read it and sleep over it. I would’ve never figured your perspective if you had not written it out explicitely. I am guessing it must’ve been too deep(feelings) to even write out what you did and hence I am guessing there are unspoken words there which I can understand only if I put myself in your shoes. I congratulate you for everything.. Thank you Anita..Take care.

Yes Anita I kind of deciphered it both without and with the scientific reason. I’ll give it time and think about it. Thanks a lot! I thought may be I can use some help in understanding these scientific reasons, the neural pathways and so on which you describe; wrt to certain emotions. Do you correspond through email, Anita? Its perfectly fine if you don’t. Just asking:) Is there some material that you can recommend reading over the internet wrt understanding deep seated stuff?