Dear Sash:
The title of your thread is “I Feel Utterly Lost”- I believe it is the anxiety, the ongoing fear that is keeping you lost. Anxiety is like fog, and the more of it, the more dense the fog. Can’t see much through it.
Seeing through the fog requires relaxing, but not only initially, but throughout, again and again.
You wrote that you still live with your parents- never left home, then? If you would like to share about your relationships with your parents, past and present, as it may relate to your anxiety, please do.
anita