I know how you feel, at times I believe we all feel alone. But reading what you wrote made me understand how we feel isn’t always what we have. You ‘have other good friends’ and I think you and I both, need to learn to trust, yes people may have tossed you aside, but not everyone is like that. I think that when we feel alone, but we know we have a network of people we love, the only person we feel isn’t there for us is, well us. We need to love ourselves, which is (I know) easier said than done. But keep trying!