Hi Romy. Deeply sorry to hear about your experience. I have had my heart broken as well, still working on it 🙂 but I’ll share with you one of the things that helped me when I could just not get past forgiving my ex for the pain he caused me and for the pain I caused to my self! Google Hoʻoponopono. It is basically a healing meditation that you can direct at this guy and then yourself and forgive him and yourself. You will find in most cases you will be disappointed in holding out for someone else to apologise and make you feel better, you have to forgive him and your part in it and then just let it go. The situation is what it is now. We only have a short while in this world, out your energy into what matters most and that is YOU. No one else but YOU. The greatest lesson I have learned these last few months is that never rely on an external source to make you happy because as quickly as that comes it can go also. Be happy from within yourself because you will never let yourself down. And only you know what will make you happy. Sending you love, light and peace. Xx Aysha