I’m 15 and I’m going to turn 16 in a couple months. I feel Like I’m at the edge of a cliff and not much is holding me back.
I could write two pages of how I feel but I will try to make this short and explain it as well as I can. I have some serious issues and my parents don’t have the money for it. So in the mean time I have to wait, and I’m very unhappy and in pain. Emotional and Physical. I believe that I have these strange feeling that no human has ever felt. As for physical I don’t know how much more I can take. I tried to explain this to people but they just don’t get it.
What I really don’t like is that when some of my adult friends complain that there back hurts or whatever it is and I can understand that but it makes me say in my head ( try being me for a month and then see how you feel )
I so jealous of peoples healthy aligned and well bodies that I almost don’t want to live. I don’t know what to do anymore.