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    Chris rushton
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    Hello there, I feel your pain I really do, similar things have happened to me in life. To be honest getting over someone you loved is, In itself one of the hardest things to get over. I was with someone for over 4 years. Best friends heck we grew up together. From the age of 16 to 20. This may sound cliché but time is the best healer. as each day goes on you will become stronger. You must not blame yourself. When you lose someone it is a constant battle. A battle with the world, yourself, friends, family, who expect you to just walk away and move on. I walked for miles daily with my own thoughts. My own mistakes, my own guilt. Eventually my mind changed, things looked up and I found solidarity in someone else, the one thing learnt however at the end of it all. Is that if you can get over this you can get over and achieve anything in life. So take every day as it comes, enjoy your own company there are so many things we need to be grateful for and thinking about them can help a lot also. I hope you find your happiness and although this may not have answered your question only you can answer it. Deep down you know that. All the best. Chris.

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    Mel
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    Thanks really appreciate that. Ive just never felt so worthless,ive even gone back to counselling to help me be comfetable with who i am as towards the end she kept telling me that i need to act young amd change myself because i was boring. I know im a good person so i guess right now im findimg it hard to understand why this is happening to me and shes there all happy when shes been an awful person. i beleive that things happen for a reason and if things are meant to be they are meant to be but just finding it hard to process and understand all of this right now.

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    Zelda
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    Dear Mell,
    I’m so, so sorry you are going through this. I’ve been there. When my ex-fiance got someone else pregnant, I also experienced an ongoing, overwhelming torrent of the painful thoughts and feelings that you describe. That was the time when I started my meditation practice because I needed a way to cope with the crazy hurricane of hurt, anger, grief, loneliness, and betrayal that was going on 24-7 within me. That worked for me because in those moments where I was fully present with my breath, or could observe my thoughts without getting entangled in them, I could take back my sanity a few seconds at a time. I also found that any activity that requires your full concentration – for me it was playing music – can also still your mind. It doesn’t sound like much but getting a breather from your own pain can be a lifesaver.

    I promise you won’t always feel this way, and that you will experience peace and happiness again. In the meantime, be patient with yourself and trust that you are stronger and more resilient than you know. Healing is happening even if you can’t tell and every day that you make it through is a day where you are a winner.

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    Mel
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    Thanks, it just feels like Im going nowhere.

    I found out through a trusted friend that my ex said one of the other reasons why she broke up with me is because she had nothing to learn from me especially sexually. I know my ex is quite a sexual person but she always said how she was satisfied in that department to me and her close friends. She was the first person ive been in a relationship with, kissed and lost my virginity to so she is very special to me but this has just made me feel so terrible and less confident with myself. She always appreciated that i came from a very strict upbringing anc never had an issue with this before. I know im inexperienced compared to her but I dont understand why she would have stayed with me for 3 and a half years if she felt this way. Ive always been nervous about opening myself to people and connecting with them intimately so to hear this I feel even worse like I can never give myself fully to someone.
    I just dont know how I can ever be confident with myself with the fear of this happening to me again. I find it so hard connecting even talking to people I dont know most times.

    On top of that she said that she doesnt see a long term future for herself and this girl she broke up with me for. I know she wants to experience whats out there but for her to give up everything we had – six years of friendship for this girl she doesnt see a future with I feel like I meant nothing to her.

    Im finding it so hard to get my head around these teo things and moving on. ive been keeping myself busy amd distracted but nothing seems to really help

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