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  • #295961
    Anonymous
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    Dear Michelle:

    There is a person you met two years ago once, just one time. Let’s call him or her P. P does things that hurt other people emotionally and physically and he/she has destroyed lives, but these wrongdoings are not clearly illegal and the police therefore will not interfere. P has harmed you and others, you and other victims have communicated on the matter.

    You tried to expose P’s wrongdoings to certain agencies but nothing was done to stop P. The results of your efforts to protect the public was that P filed a frivolous lawsuit against you, and he has bullied you in other ways. At one point, being frustrated and tired, wanting to protect people harmed by P, you did something that you regret because since then you fear that P will find out what you did, and will hurt you further.

    There was something just a bit wrong with that thing that you did, and it is the first thing of any wrong that you have done in the matter.

    “I stress over it to no end… I live with the burden that I must hold it in and carry with me on a constant basis. I simply can not tell anyone about what I have done and it is eating away at me slowly..I ..live in fear of even speaking about it.. I wake up in a panic that the small thing that I did will be discovered”.

    My input: fear is not dangerous in itself but living with intense fear day in and day out is dangerous. We are more likely to get into accidents for one, being tired and distracted, our functioning in life is poor and our quality of life is very poor. This kind of fear as you describe needs to end.

    I assume you saw an attorney when P filed a lawsuit against you?  Reads to me that you didn’t receive so far competent legal advice regarding how to proceed. The police will not help you, neither did any agency you contacted. Legal help from an attorney you hire, is what I think will help. You have to know what is P’s power. You may be overestimating P’s power. Get quality legal advice and take it from there.

    I hope to read more from you.

    anita

     

     

    #295979
    Michelle
    Participant

    Well first correction what he/she is doing is very illegal just no one  cares sometimes I wonder if this person had have connections.

    I was actually questioned by a government  law enforcement agency  for hours. There might still be an investigation I don’t know.  They found me  I didn’t go to them.

    I do have legal representation  that is good it just takes so long and so much stress and this person  and every time something happens it’s like it is just starting s over again.  The cost is high  so that is a burden as well. This person is a liar I have seen them lie with no remorse in court. This persons representation is also corrupt  and every acquisition despite no evidence must be heard and examined. So the harassment is never ending.

    I have learned to live with the case. It’s the guilt of something I have done recently. Even though for a good purpose how do I get past the guilt.

    #295983
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Michelle:

    I see, there is a whole lot to the story. I understand about corruption, quite common and we are all victims of multiple corruptions, political/ financial… but you are personally involved, with this P. The guilt you mentioned, is there any way that because of what you did innocent people in the matter can be harmed?

    anita

    #295991
    Brandy
    Participant

    Hi Michelle,

    Is your attorney aware of this impulsive thing you did? Also, were you questioned by law enforcement before or after this thing you did?

    B

    #295993
    Michelle
    Participant

    What I do was to prevent innocent people from being harmed. 100%  with good intention. But it has taken over my thoughts that I will somehow be caught. This person is bad so being caught is scary.

    #295995
    Michelle
    Participant

    I wish I didn’t do it even though with good intention. I can’t take it back.

    #295997
    Michelle
    Participant

    @brandy no my attorney is not aware I will not tell him as if I do then it will be bad. I am magnifying it in my mind so maybe it is more than it is. Law questioned me over a year ago so way before.

    #295999
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Michelle:

    Your guilt regarding the thing you did is not about causing other people harm then, because it cannot be harmful to others, it is about it being harmful to  you, basically it is about you feeling bad about making a mistake, doing something impulsive, sort of beating yourself up for making a mistake?

    anita

    #296001
    Michelle
    Participant

    To be clear what I did no one would consider bad  other than the person who has been bullying me.

    #296003
    Michelle
    Participant

    @anita I think the guilt is because I know what I did could have been Ana I fly stupid for me. I’m the only one that will suffer because of what I did. Maybe it is guilt and fear. I am overwhelmed  with thoughts that I will be caught and this bully will become worse.  I would like to think that everyone other than the bully would be thankful for what I did.

    #296005
    Michelle
    Participant

    Amazingly stupid*

    #296007
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Michelle:

    I don’t understand your guilt. If the person I referred to as P is a bad person who destroys other people’s lives, including your own, and what you did can hurt only P, why are you feeling bad about hurting a bad person?

    anita

    #296009
    Michelle
    Participant

    Maybe guilt was the wrong word. Fear. Fear that I will get caught and he will hurt me more. I’m not doing anything else.

    #296011
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Michelle:

    Identifying the problem is necessary when looking for  solution. So it is fear, not guilt. And telling your attorney about that thing you did can hurt you, you wrote. Isn’t your attorney, for you and not against you, working for you, to protect you? I am trying to understand how telling your attorney can hurt you.

    I will be back to the computer in about 14 hours from now. I hope you post anything of relevance before I return and that other members answer you as well.

    anita

    #296019
    Brandy
    Participant

    Hi Michelle,

    It reads to me that the impulsive thing you did was merely an attempt to fight back after having to endure harassment and false accusations at the hands of this person. Sometimes when we take this kind of action the person who’s harassing us will stop, but other times it only fuels the fire, makes the person angrier and eager for revenge, especially when he/she may not be mentally well as you indicated may be the case.

    My advice is to discuss this with your attorney. In order to competently represent you, your attorney needs to know everything relevant to the case, and the attorney-client privilege ensures that what you disclose to him remains between the two of you only. The truth will set you free!

    B

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