Also just yesturday the man actually threaten to slap me when i made a comment about a guy i was talking to just before he picked me up. I told him dose it really matter who he is? Im just making conversation while i wait for you. But that was after i told him he was a teacher of mine in school that i recognized. At the same time he was in pain from an infection in his wisdom tooth. Now i know if i have to tip around and becareful around him then there is no reason for me to be with him. Im not comfortable and im not myself. Im not going to say “oh well his tooth was really hurting and that was the pain talking not him” No way am i buying that! He cant control or tolerate his pain and he dare raise his hand at me? That shouldnt have crossed his mind. I really need to cut this fast since he cant understand nor control himself. Before you know it he would have beaten me and i him if it were to go any futher. No way am i sticking around just to(excuse the language) kick his ass. I try with him but like one person told me “you cant help everyone”.

Exactally if nothing in him gave the thought of not reacting that way then what comes next is the end result of that regaurdless of sorries. Never once have i treated him wrong but support him so far. I guess some people just dont get it. Well at least i dont feel crazy about him that i cant let him go like some. Im actually all for it.

Yep a work in process…

Oh? Yeah your right I knew there was something wrong from the start but I over looked that. Foolish me. My goodbyes are quick though and I have finished it just need to clean up the left overs.