Hey,
The more your force something, the more you’re going to suffer for it. Again, you said what will be, will be. It’s important that you believe that. By not accepting what you’re going through, you’re preventing other things, positive things, from entering into your life. The faster you accept this and let it go the faster you’ll begin moving forward again.
Be strong, breathe and accept.
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