I had an interview today for a per diem home care position, it went very well! Should know for sure tomorrow but regardless I will be ok and I made the right choice in leaving. Finishing the last 3 days of my notice and won’t make the same mistake again! On top of that I bought a cheap little motorcycle for fun this summer and while I realize I’ll always be financially responsible I also am trying to move beyond my financial fears by allowing myself to SPEND some money and let go a little! I can always tighten up funds dramatically down the road if desperate measures called for it. I’m done letting fear rule my life….once I identify I will take actions to move through instead of standing still, staring.