I struggle with a poor self image . And I think this really is burden to me and its causing me to not be able to move forward 🙁 Since I was young I was a fat little kid and have been that way till I was 15 . Then my relatives started telling me I was chubby (not in a bad way they were nice ) and when I went to a new school I was being teased for being fat and called nicknames etc . Because I was really quite obese back then , I decided to lose weight and I lost weight quite rapidly . Now Im quite slim and in a healthy weight range . However after I lost weight , people no longer told me that I was fat or made fun of me and actually called me pretty . I was very flattered back when that happened but I think now it has caused me some trust issues and being overly obsessed with my image . I think I was just confused with how quickly they transitioned from calling me fat to pretty and I felt they might be lying . Now sometimes I still think im fat and I want to become slimmer but I still have problems with that because sometimes I think I still perceive myself as that fat girl . I really want to be able to not fear being judged anymore and experience and love fully .