Dear Jorge Plath:
I am suggesting the same thing I suggested on your previous thread: counseling. At the moment though, relax best you can.
In counseling you can discuss your anxiety, the roots of it, the core issues (not being as good as others is what you mentioned troubled you in med school).
I wonder if you should go back to med school: did it interest you? Was the only problem you feeling inadequate OR were your grades, in reality, good enough to proceed and graduate?
anita