Hi Mark,
I am so happy for you. You’ve found your inner strength. You’ve had glimpses of inner peace. You’ve made up your mind toward healing and peace. Things can only be better from now. Yes, there will be moments or days when we all will stumble and have a step backward, but as long as we keep going and make more steps forwards, we will be alright. I’ve been there and I can related to all that you are saying. It’s an ongoing journey to find contentment and embrace life for what it truly has to offer. You will start to see the beauty in all things around you. This is a beautiful journey. I am so glad to see you on board. Namaste!
Be Love itself!