Dear Laura:
I am sorry that you are experiencing so much pain. You lost Pixie and it is very painful for you.
Reads like Pixie felt a lot of physical pain, especially in her last days and that her physical condition was such that more pain was in her future. You did what you had to do so to prevent her from experiencing more physical pain and you did it under the guidance of a professional vet.
Reads to me that you absolutely did the right thing. Yet, your emotional pain is understandable and it will take a while for it to lessen. Please do post here anytime, sharing how you feel.
anita