I think the answer lies in your question. You asked “what would you do?” It doesn’t matter what I would do because I am not you. What does your heart and your gut tell you to do? You only have one life to do the things that are calling to you. Think about each choice you have and what would your day be like tomorrow if you woke up having chosen Option A. How would you feel, what would you do, is there excitement and joy? Then do the same for Option B, C, etc. You already know what you want, it’s just a matter of being able to claim your decision.
You can also think about it as trying something out. Whatever choice you have, you can try it out. If it doesn’t work out you always have the option of changing your mind. It doesn’t mean you failed or made the wrong decision, you were just trying it out. That’s not to say don’t give it all you’ve got, it’s just a way to change your perspective on a possible life altering decision. Nothing is permanent.
I have a no cost ebook on my website the delves into this process a little more. Go ahead and download it if you wish. Sending you courage to make the best choice for you. Cat