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  • #176443
    Anonymous
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    Dear Louise:

    You asked: “Is he an abusive man or is it all my fault?”- at times he was abusive to you. It may also be that at times you were abusive to him, although not in the same ways. I don’t know. He clearly has trouble controlling his behavior when angry and his behavior is abusive.

    Usually there is fault or responsibility on both sides of a relationship. For example, you mentioned arguments, if you start most or all of them, then you are responsible for those. You are responsible for your participation in the interactions with him and he is responsible for his.

    Who started some or most of those arguments and what were they about? Can you give an example of one and how it proceeded?

    anita

    #176449
    Louise
    Participant

    I would never go out of my way to argue with him as I hate arguing over stupid things. But after loosing him I have realised how I was treating him in the relationship and I could of done things differently, I am the first to admit my faults and believe me I always hold my hands up to them. I regret loosing him that day and if I could turn back the clock I would have never made him leave, I know I will pay for this for the rest of my life

    #176453
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Louise:

    Reads to me that you are taking more responsibility for the ending of this relationship than is yours. When we take more responsibility than is ours we do get Confused (in the title of your thread). If you shared one example of an argument that you believe you are responsible for, I will be glad to give you my feedback.

    anita

    #176455
    Louise
    Participant

    I am to blame because what made me start the argument about his phone, he never gave me any reason to doubt him.

    #176459
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Louise:

    I suppose this is an example. And the last one, actually, the last in the relationship.

    He had your photo as his screensaver because he liked it. You didn’t but he did. Because it is his computer, better if you let him have the photo he chose. Better if you did not comment on the photo: his preference, his computer, his choice.

    Then you expressed a doubt in him, that was wrong of you because he gave you no reason to doubt him previously and there was no reason this time. You projected your past experience of mistrust into him. Better if you didn’t voice your mistrust in him and let him be.

    He should not have shoved the screen so close to your face, shouldn’t have called you names or raised his voice. Instead, he could have told you that he felt hurt that you mistrusted him. He could have ended the relationship without acts of aggression.

    If he felt triggered by you, triggered to act aggressively, it is wise of him to have ended the relationship. He is still responsible for his acts of aggression but it is to his credit for having ended a relationship where he felt triggered him to act that way.

    anita

    #176461
    Louise
    Participant

    Like I said he is a good guy deep down and he done the right thing even though he loved me so much. I thought a relationship was about working through problems and forgiving each other. I know I took my insecurities out on him and it was a mistake. But I was willing to overlook all of his mistakes and forgive him because that’s what you do when you love someone!! Why can he not do the same for me? There are far worse things I could have done.

    #176469
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Louise:

    I am sure that there are “far worse things (you) could have done”, but what you did do was more than he was able to endure. Better not aim at doing worse things but instead not do any bad things at all. Aim at it best you can. There is a lot of abuse people encounter in life, better not add any to it, small or big. The … little bad things do add up.

    In life you get debited for doing wrong; you don’t get credit for not doing worse.

    anita

     

    #176473
    Louise
    Participant

    Thankyou for your reply. Yes I understand what you mean but that is not how a relationship works. You forgive and you understand your partner. I guess I will regret that day for the rest of my life because I have now lost the man I love and the man I want to spend my life with. I love him with every part of me and I can’t imagine the day I won’t. I’m hurting so much without him in my life it’s very hard to accept he is gone. I don’t know how I will live with this now.

    #176475
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Louise:

    You wrote that “that is not how a relationship works”-

    I hope you feel better soon enough, that you find some peace of mind regarding this very recent relationship. When you do feel better, calm enough, and you would like to, please let me know how a relationship works, will you?

    anita

    #176477
    Louise
    Participant

    Love means making an unconditional commitment to an imperfect person.

    #176481
    Anonymous
    Guest

    Dear Louise:

    People are imperfect, of  course. Making an unconditional commitment to another person before and without learning who that person is, that is very unwise. Outside of a parent’s duty, legal and ethical, to provide for and not be abusive to their minor children,  unconditionally- as adults, we should choose what imperfections we can and should endure. Do you disagree?

    anita

    #176487
    Lynsey
    Participant

    Hi Louise,

     

    Go check out Charles j. Orlando and his website. I think there’s alot of information there that could maybe give you some good insight.

    #176497
    Louise
    Participant

    It wasn’t without learning who he is, I was with him for a year

    #176505
    Eliana
    Participant

    Hi Louise,

    This is a toxic, verbally and emotionally abusive relationship. He would have fits of rage (punching the wall, shoving the phone in your face, scaring you, making you cry, calling you horrible names, than he always apologized, yet he never got better, never went to seek counseling, instead blaming it on you, “stress” whatever. Then he gets jealous when you get a great job, instead of supporting you, he brings you down..and you say this is “your soul mate” “unconditional love” “the perfect man?” huh??

    Unless verbally and emotionally abusive, angry people get the professional help they need, many times that abuse will manifest into domestic violence. If he stresses about things, do you really see this man being a father to your children? You want them to see him screaming at you? Crying? Shoving a phone in your face? The tension between the two of you? Do you really want your children to hear their father calling their mother awful names? This is a very unstable man, and is not ready to be in a relationship, or any kind of father. Please, for your own safety, get as far away from this man as possible.

    #176517
    Wanderlust16
    Participant

    Hi Louise,

    I know you are hurt and feel regretful that the relationship is over.  Stop blaming yourself.  One person can’t be responsible for making a relationship happen.  You’re too focused on what you could have done differently, but what about his role in this?  Have you thought about what he could have done differently if he really wanted this relationship to work?  You haven’t lost the love of your life because it’s not love if he’s jealous of your job and being verbally and emotionally abusive.

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