Hey Pablo,
I’m sure if you put your mind to it you can definitely succeed. It’s just really about not being afraid to fail, taking baby steps and listing out what you need to do in order of priority. You have your whole life ahead of you! Congrats on your baby boy, that’s amazing.
I think the first thing you need to realize is stopping the negative self talk. Do you mentally beat yourself up? If so, stop. Try transforming those bad thoughts into positive ones, don’t let that hold you back. Try this as a first step.
I’ve actually been thinking about blogging about this exact topic, helping people overcome their fears and try something new whether it’s a new job, business, etc. would that interest you? If so, what are you looking for in terms of actionable advice?