I know this might sound trite however in such a case.  There is No Try Only Do.

What I mean is that if you want different your going to have to do different and that that will require work.

You mentioned that you have all this unidentified anger that you can’t (as yet) release. You might find working with professional in this area helpful and a good place to start. You will also need to change the language you use when relating to yourself. No more cant’s, no more judging your feelings as being bad or wrong. They are just feelings, information, that once felt can be released.

I like your goal. that when you do learn to master your thoughts and the story you tell yourself you could be of great help to others

With regards to the Law of Attraction. Such a practice requires a lot of work as it must come from the authentic known self.  Most people may want to attract happiness but at some level don’t feel they deserve happiness (if they even understand what happiness is) and so we work against ourselves.

Also, most people that study the Law of Attraction, mistake it for Positive Thinking, and  don’t know that it originates with Hermetic Philosophy that consist of 7 laws

1. Mentalism – The All is mind; the Universe is mental.
2. Correspondence – As above, so below, as below, so above.
3. Vibration – Nothing rests; everything moves; everything vibrates.
4. Polarity – Everything is dual; everything has poles; everything has its pair of opposites.
5. Rhythm – The pendulum-swing manifests in everything; the measure of the swing to the right is the measure of the swing to the left; rhythm compensates. There is a time for everything
6. Cause & Effect – Every Cause has its Effect; every Effect has its Cause.
7. Gender – Gender is in everything; everything has its Masculine and Feminine Principles; Gender manifests on all planes. (Masculine and Feminine here is not about being male and female. We all, everything  embody’s the Masculine and Feminine regardless of sex)

The mastery of the seven principles is what allows one to master the “Law of Attraction”

• This reply was modified 7 years, 1 month ago by Peter.
• This reply was modified 7 years, 1 month ago by Peter.

Dear MK:

Your anger is intense.

Two things: manage the behavior that is fueled by the anger, specifically, seeing to it that you don’t punch your boyfriend. There are anger management classes, information, techniques in that aim.

Second: there is a valid message behind your anger. Your anger has a true message it wants to deliver to you. You really were hurt, very hurt in your early life and as a result you got angry then and you get angry now. I believe you will keep being angry until you listen to that message.

You wrote: “I always feel like I’m not wanted, and people are against me”- this is my clue to the message, leading me to think that in real life you really were not wanted, as a child, that a parent or parents really were against you. Is it possible, in your mind?

anita