@Michelle,
Breakups suck, I’ve been there and dealt with all the highs and lows. Maybe you would benefit from posting in a thread on relationships where others are currently at different parts of their journey of heartbreak, lots of great advice there already and support, they are a friendly bunch?
It’s under “Trying to deal with anxiety and loss after relationship break up.”
If not, I’ll try and keep tabs on this section too and help.