Ha 🙂 thanks Matt…im laughing – kick his butt out the door !!

You know what keeps me going is the living breathing beautiful creature here on my knee – my little perfect cat. Sounds mad but she survived cancer and she is loved by everyone ! She head butts me in the morning, sleeps on my bed, and she is the most loving creature – the embodiment of perfection ! Im lucky to have her, and lits of other beautiful people and things in my life. I guess these things are reminding me that life still goes on ! I have my kids at school, my friends, my family ( and my repaired relationship with my mother – through meditation and mindfulness i forgave her for her emotional absence )

These are all gifts – and i cannot be ungreatful for all that i do have, just because i cant get what i “want” in this situation.

Namaste
Warmth and peace
Barbs.