Hi Bella,

I’m doing okay. But still, it seems everyday I think of him. Wonder if he’s thinking of me as well. I try not to, but find myself thinking of how I could’ve changed things or checking my phone to see if he sent a text. I cannot stand it. I want to get over this and him so bad. I don’t want to think about him anymore. I don’t cry as much anymore, just think about him. Almost everything I read, various topics, I relate to him. It doesn’t help me at all that I think of him daily. And yet he hasn’t reached out. I knew from the way things ended that he wouldn’t. But I had hope for some reason or another. Maybe it was just and still is wishful thinking and a waste of time.

~L