I have been in and out of an addictive situation for 3 years now. I was there for this person from the very beginning and watched them grow. I never left their side and for them to not even see me emotionally or take me serious and treat me so cheaply is just unbelieveable. I have been the only one loving unconditionally, giving my all (mind,body,soul,energy) to this person. I began to see that they weren’t interested anymore but they never told me. Instead they told me they would meet my needs only to later be indecisive. I long for them to tell me that they are not interested and just let me go. I’m too weak to leave them. What makes people so addicted to bad relationships? It’s kinda like I love feeling pain.