we were in relationship for 15 months. We had a very minor fight after which he texted me that its a breakup. He then blocked me from everywhere, didn’t explained anything. There was nothing from him side. at first i thought its was not a break up as we had fights in the past too and i always knew that he will going to tell me when he will break up in person. For 6 days i tried to contact, i waited for him as i was unable to believe that he left.  I cried a lot.. i cried on road for 2 hours i was unable to hold my tears back and that was humiliating. I messaged him to meet me n say this on my face as i am unable to accept it n still have hope that he will come back. He said he isn’t me anymore as we are not together and will not going to meet. I still remember strangers talking to me n asking me why i am crying. I msged him again n he agreed to tok on phone one last time but after 4-5 hours. I waited n i cried. I called my friends for help as i was not in my senses.  We talked and he told me that its over from and he is not feeling any love for me n he has to focus on his career. He said he has feelings for me but don’t want me in his life. My friends asked him to meet me once as my condition is not good. He said he doesn’t care anymore.

I am still coping with my breakup. I am filled with hurt, sadness n anger. I want him to go through what i felt. I want him to realize what he did to me. I am not angry bcz he broke up with me,  i am angry bcz he didn’t have the decency and respect for the 15 months we spend together. he could hv broke up in person. If he had respected our time together. I wish he had been a little empathetic to me when i broke down in the middle of the road. Instead of aggressively and cruelly ending this relationship he could have ended it in a dignified manner.

I want him to realize this in life. Its beem just 4 days since my breakup and he has moved on and here i am still crying and trying to make sense of everything that has happened.