Thank you guys (and gals) for all your love and support. When I reached out, I really didn’t think anyone would respond, much less with such spot on advice and wonderful understanding and support. Just knowing that complete strangers out there in the universe cared enough to read my whines and offer positivity means more than anything. Thank you for all your advice. I’m taking it all in and going to spend the weekend on self love. if complete strangers can offer me love, then I’ve no reason not to show love to myself. I will try the metta meditation and hopefully I’ll get my lazy/stree fatigued a$$ on my yoga mat. While resentment hasn’t been an issue, I do often feel overwhelming guilt about complaining (venting) about my job stress to my partner because I know his situation is worse than mine. But I know he is there for me, as always, and I will try not to feel guilty for needing his emotional support that is always willing to give. Thanks again for all your help and support. Just my answering my pleas, you’ve shown me the positivity I needed to love myself, flaws and all.