Dear Kevin,
Thank you for sharing your story. I’ve reread your original post several times, as well as the replies. The sense I get is that you’re looking for contentment—within the many spheres of your life.
Feeling content, for most of us I think, is a very fleeting thing. I believe that most everyone is looking for that, no matter how successful we are in others’ or our own eyes.
There’s a lot going on in your posts, and I’m wondering if you can pinpoint one emotion, one gut feeling, that encompasses it all within you?
Heather