Thank you everyone. I think I’ll try living in the moment a bit more. Since I do have a big interview I was pretty stressed about it. I guess I was looking too much at others and not trying to make myself happy. I’m glad everyone is so positive and supportive here, it’s almost a rare instance to find something like this online. So I will try to do more to feel better instead of wallowing in my sorrows.

I guess a lot more searching for what really makes me happy. Thanks again!