Dear Angel1972,
I’m so surprised at what I just read by your first blog, only because believe it or not, I’ve had the EXACT same thing happen to me. My break up was in December of 2015. I am 35 years old now, and we were together from 23 till 34. The break up ended up bad and all my feelings were just like yours that I just read. I can’t say that I’m the strongest person just yet, but I am getting there. It’s been a struggle. Please reach out when you are down or panic. I know the feeling of when you say “he was the one who lifted me up”. Its so hard for people to understand, but Im learning that they are right. I’m still working on letting go and even forgiving myself.
My email is trod811@yahoo.com if you would like to send a personal email.
Thanks, Teresa