dear liam are there any problems you have so big they cant be solved?are there any feelings you have that cant be changed?i ask this as a person whos life has fallen apart due to the suicide of my partner of 25yrs,the devastation it has left behind for me and his children is something we will have to live with for the rest of our lives,this is not meant as a condescending letter as I know how it is to feel suicidal as I am fighting with those thoughts everyday but my children are holding me to this existence.all im saying is that the people who love you and there will be people who do no matter what you might think,will be so saddened to know that you feel like this and have never talked to them about it,talk to them give them a chance to fight for your right to live and be happy please that’s all I ask and if you still feel that life is unbearable at least you gave it a chance.suicide solves nothing it just passes one persons pain to another peron or people so please talk to someone what have you got to lose?theyll be gratefull because they’ve got you to lose .keep safe thinking of you,,,,