Hello Prudence.
My dear friend you insulted your own husband in a cooing ways. And perhaps I think he has acknowledged your abuse to his iota. I personally say go to him directly and don’t rely your message to anyone but go to him and tell him how much you valued him and how you feels about him as a father of your son. Let him know you are a part of his life not the gf that he had at the moment. Just tried to bite the bullet and tell our the truth from the bottom of your heart.
Isn’t good for your son to grow up when one of you is apart. I know the pain you are dear but we would try to help how you can tackle him to come back. Never give up and don’t accept anything smooth in your life.
Life is all about struggling.
All the best.