TY Jodi – tried to condense my writing and it still was lengthy.
He wrote that he wasn’t trying to come around.
When we had our conversation he said repeatedly that he should have done things differently and if only he had been able to do everything he needed to do…We had exchanged a few messages prior to actually speaking. I told I had forgiven him a while ago and told him to forgive himself. He thanked me and wrote “with time all things are possible” He doesn’t feel worthy at this time and is feeling remorseful.