I can relate and tell you how you should hold your head high and know this that every one of us has to go through some dark sad and depressing almost soul destroying times Desperate salkerish mad woman what ever any one wants to classify it as I call it raw and that is what you are after the point of being colossal to someone who your thought was different to the person he turned out to be Do desperate here’s how I turned that exact saying in to him now asking begging me to not ever leave real talk

no matter what I never judged even though I was angry not once did I judge ,chase text call,email.nothing for exactly

3days but in those three days I got a book and started writing down everything I wanted to say

after that I was so emotionally exhausted I though really right now what’s the worstvtruellybthe worst that can happen and I though dying and then question the builshit I was feeling killing me or living cause I was on the party to some really bad self doubt questioning mad way until that question

living is important truely opinions self doubt emotional ways they are feelings you feel but don’t it is what it is head up say ok when you see him basically make him doubt his own significant existence when it comes to anything emotional xx