Thank you so much AikiBen.. Just like what you said.. I always thought i’ll be selfish if i just think about my own dream and neglect my parents’ wish. I realize i owe them a lot that’s one of the reason i always do as they said but the truth, it is tiring and stressful, but beside that, there some family issue too. Sometimes i got in an argument with my Mom because i never listen to what she wants and it leads her to say something unpleasant to me, in the end i’m always the one who get hurt. I feel kinda pathetic on myself, i know i’m a grown up person and should be able to decide on my own but at the same time i just don’t want to let them down and disappointed on me.

Regarding my brother’s company, i think you’re right. Maybe finding someone else who can take it over might be better since he or she more capable than i am. I guess i just need to learn to be brave and say what’s on my mind. I hope soon i will be able to make my own resolution and decide, It takes long time though.
Anyways, thanks a lot for your time and your suggestion i really do appreciate it.