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  • July 21, 2020 at 4:08 pm #362313
    Stefan
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    Dear anita,

    I have been getting better and better lately. I have contacted professional in Belgrade. He gave me advice that i started to use. I am dtill open for any conversations tho. You can ask me just about anything you want to know about me, my country or anything. Thank you for your support.

    July 15, 2020 at 7:06 am #361745
    Stefan
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    Hello anita,

    i consulted with my mother, i am probably visiting psychiatrist next week. In meantime, i developed pOCD. About my HOCD, there is memory that i ma ashamed of. I feel massive guilt when the memory xomes up. I am scared that i will act up on those memories. Imma just say, i was very curious. My mind was corrupted by a certain person. That made me do things i regret. If i could go back through time, i would not do that. I do not feel like telling what happend here online. Maybe another day. OCD does anything in it’s power to make me feel depressed and useless.

    July 11, 2020 at 4:40 pm #361437
    Stefan
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    1. I mean causing me suicidal thoughts and many more symptoms.

    2. I am not in my village anymore. I went to.visit my father’s side of dmqily in my home town.

    3. As i said, i am not in my village.

    4. My aunt is is  only person i could trust in my home town. I would tell my mother if i was in village.

    July 11, 2020 at 3:26 pm #361433
    Stefan
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    I did not tell my mother. I do not plan to. If ocd gets really out of hand, i will tell her.

    July 11, 2020 at 3:08 pm #361431
    Stefan
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    I have some bad news. My aunt can’t arrange meeting without my mother’s permission. However, she gave me a book so i can read when i get unwanted thoughts.

    July 11, 2020 at 12:41 pm #361422
    Stefan
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    Hello anita,

    I am sorry for replying late, i was busy. I did not get to se psychiatrist because of coronavirus. I am aoing on vacation tomorrow. I asked my aunt to arrange meeting with psychiatrist after i return from vacation.

    July 11, 2020 at 6:29 am #361380
    Stefan
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    Hello anita,

    Today i am feeling a bit better. I will see an psychiatrist as soon as i can.

    July 10, 2020 at 5:04 pm #361344
    Stefan
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    I feel like all i want is to die. I tried online therapy. It did not work. It made my OCD even worse. It looks like they all are faking kindness. I must see an psychiatrist as soon as possible. I am scared and i feel like i am not gonna get enough sleep. Reply when you can.

    July 10, 2020 at 4:26 pm #361341
    Stefan
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    Dear anita,

    if there is any way that i could contact you via social media, please tell me. I really need someone to talk to.

    July 10, 2020 at 12:04 pm #361301
    Stefan
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    Hello anita,

    i am slowly falling into depression… I am thinking about comitting suicide. I am ao much affected by OCD i just want to stay in an room and cry. I want this all to end. It hurts. Lately i have been praying to god. All of my paranoias are coming back. I do not feel like myself anymore.

    July 10, 2020 at 9:50 am #361284
    Stefan
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    Well i had plans to move to Germany or Sweeden and finish college there. I may still study in Belgrade despite that all. I will see what future brings and i hope for the best.

    July 10, 2020 at 9:38 am #361281
    Stefan
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    I have bad news. Psychiatrists have been closed off here in Serbia. I will will continue self treatment until i can visit an professional.

    • This reply was modified 4 years, 4 months ago by Stefan.
    July 10, 2020 at 9:00 am #361274
    Stefan
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    It is not because i am fascinated, it is because of my expirience with anxiety and ocd. I wish to help people overcome their condition. Also psychiatrists know a lot about human brain.

    • This reply was modified 4 years, 4 months ago by Stefan.
    July 10, 2020 at 8:42 am #361268
    Stefan
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    I do not want to talk about demonstrations as it is political. I am am not 18, i am am younger. I only plan to beat OCD right now. For the future i would like to become psychiatrist. I wanted to become immortal when i was younger. I also maybe plan po join air force. Ask me anything else if you feel like it.

    • This reply was modified 4 years, 4 months ago by Stefan.
    July 10, 2020 at 8:15 am #361264
    Stefan
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    1. Yes they did.
    2. I felt trouble breathing and headache.
    3. It can not be explained by words. It is like every time you breathe you can feel and hear how your lungs struggle to take in air.
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