Hey Kirk, I am totally interested in that lifestyle you live. I have noticed that no matter what job I have, I never seem to get along with all my co workers. Some way or another, someone always tries to find a way to get me fired. I am not like everybody else. I believe in being nice to everyone, I am quite talkative at times, I love heavy metal music and exploring, as well as Buddhism, but the rejection I get from everyone makes me dislike the human race. People can be so rude and cruel. I have begun to enjoy the quiet solitude away from everyone. Everytime I would get outdoors and up in the mountains, I feel as if I am home. Recently I just had a bad breakup, I lost my job, my home and had nowhere else to go. I had to move back in with my parents in a town I moved away from in the first place. I hate this town as I am surrounded by my old drunk friends from college. There are no opportunities here to thrive at all! I have tried looking for work, but I cannot get hired even in a Mcdonalds because they want more college experience which is silly for flipping burgers. I donate plasma every week to pay for storage and I recently became a full time student. I absolutely hate my classes. I chose HVAC because I thought it would be interesting but it certainly isn’t interesting enough to keep my mind from daydreaming about being in the mountains and the wilderness, that’s where my heart is, but I don’t know where to start. I think about leaving everything behind all the time, but I have no money, no car. What would you suggest? I will stick it out longer and try to graduate but I just don’t feel the need to continue in this meaningless life…I just want peace and quiet, to be able to live with purpose instead of working to pay for something you have to work for. Working on a farm in the middle of no where sounds ideal to me!